Still in The Heart of Danger: Avoiding an infestation of Dangerous and Deadly Gays

Warning: Hate towards the gay community 

Yesterday, I was bored and I didn't have anything to do with my spare time so I decided to prepare for another open mic/artist showcase performance. Unfortunately, my homophobia kicked in and I can't face the crowd. Gays are everywhere, and I see them as nothing more than an overpopulated, infestation of ugly, nasty, twisted predators that lie and scam to get what they want. I have to avoid those yucky dangerous predators at all costs because their infamous for bullying me, pestering me, threatening me, and framing me for stuff that they did and that I didn't do. All I do is mind my business and keep to myself, and their gay and bi kind do not.

People always have empathy for the gay community, but no one ever has empathy for me as a heterosexual cisgender victim of bullying. I really hate gay people, and I will do everything in my power to avoid them. I don't want to be around their kind for any reason at all. They're literally everywhere. They're in the grocery stores, they're in the woods camping and hiking, they're in the music venues. Their funky ass community is everywhere I go. I'll never find peace. 

I still don't like other rappers music 

Not only won't I perform my music in front of another gay crowd, but I'm also planning to release another rap single very soon. I don't care who listens to it. I listen to my own music because I don't want to listen to another rapper. Most of them are either gay, greedy and rich, ugly, nasty, trifling, a bad influence, gang infested, or their whole squad is just one big smelly looking pack of bullies, murderers, thieves, junkies, robbers, and disease infested orgies. 

I don't like other rappers and I do not have an idol. Los Angeles rapper Nipsey Hussle used to be my favorite musical idol, but after he died, I haven't had another one since. Nip Hussle's death was one of the biggest hip hop deaths in the media I had ever seen since Tupac and The Notorious B.I.G. I was heavily influenced by the late rapper's music and I was heavily into the Crip culture. 

I don't listen to Nip Hussle's music anymore. I've heard nearly all of his songs and I decided to let him rest in peace a long time ago. In one of his songs, he mentioned something about liking lesbian women and it really turned me off. I stopped listening to him around 2022, when I put out my first album. I don't support the gay community. I can't listen to another Nipsey Hussle song. It doesn't feel natural. I don't just go around bobbing my head and dancing to people's music. I actually listen to the lyrics. If they say anything gay, I immediately stop listening. 

Rap superstar YFN Lucci, from Atlanta, Georgia also used to be my favorite musical idol, and I even went to one of his live shows back in the day, and was up close and personal, and stood only a few inches away from him, but unfortunately I stopped listening to his music in 2020. I will never forget seeing him in person. It is a memory that will last forever. 

These days, I do not listen to any rappers, I'm not affiliated with them, I've never did any features with them, I don't go to their shows anymore, and I can't stress this enough. I'm not feeling them at all. I can't name one rapper I can relate to, other than myself.

I have a knack for danger and I'm a death thrill seeker

Anyways, I refuse to put my homophobia aside for a measly stage presence. If I overlook the crowd's gayness, I can only think about how disgusting I'm going to feel after the performance. I was only going to do it because I was bored and had nothing else to do. Unfortunately, I know there are going to be all kinds of opps and haters in the building calling me all kinds of names with their friends and picking on me because I'm by myself and I cannot allow them to. I don't know those funky overcrowded bullies, and I deserve more respect. 

I was also preparing for another solo glamping trip with my puppy that I was planning to record on IG live. I've never been on IG live, and I was only going to do that because I was bored and have a knack for exploring extremely dangerous and deadly locations. According to YouTube, showing my opps where I am on IG live can be extremely dangerous, so I decided not to do it. 

I ended up doing more research and also found out that there are alot of gay camping groups nearby, which also doesn't sit right with me. I mean gosh, can I catch a break from their community? Where can I go where they won't be? There doesn't seem to be a safe space in sight anymore. Everything, everyone, and every place - appears unsafe.

I tried to hire a professional dating coach for help 

Two days ago, I had a virtual consultation with a dating coach. After talking with the dating coach I decided not to hire her for four reasons. One she was way too expensive, charging over $1,500 per month to help me date the man of my dreams- which I respect because she is running a professional dating service, however, the pro dating coach happens to be a woman, and I don't like supporting other women's businesses because they never support me. Another reason is that I don't believe that any straight man will ever want to date me because the gay community is always pestering me and setting me up. They won't leave me alone. They're very yucky. The last reason I won't hire the professional dating coach is because she is a Christian based business, and I happen to not be Christian, which means I can not take any of their advice. 

I decided that I'm going to remain celibate and stay to myself like I've been doing for the past 8 months. These big, stinky, nosey, scum of the earth lesbians and homosexual men are not going to let me date a straight man in peace. They're going to cock-block forever. People don't seem to care that I do not know who those people are. They're always putting me in a category with them against my will, and it is very disrespectful, filthy, shameful, and disgraceful.

Conclusion 

I'm going to release another single, and I'm going to stay single. Although I hate gay people and bullies, I can't allow boredom to get the best of me. Boredom is a sign of narcissism, and I don't want to be that. I'm going to continue living and clinging on to whatever life I have left, in the midst of all the filthy hate and extreme danger that surrounds me. I'm going to avoid going near as many of those gays as possible, and hopefully they'll get their lives together and leave me alone one day. Maybe one day, the bullying will stop, and I'll finally be able to protect myself from their ruthless, fatal kind- once and for all.