Still Releasing Music in an Extremely Gay and Violent Area

'Don't Wanna Be In Yo Squad'© - March 8th, 2024

My new single, 'Don't Wanna Be In Yo Squad' will be released on all music platforms in 10 days. After the song is released the CD, which is currently on sale for $2,000 will go back down to it's real value. I'm giving a rich person the opportunity to invest in my career. So far, no one has purchased the CD at all. 

As you readers already know, the area I'm in is so infested with ugly, gay, abusive and extremely incestuous bullies that hang in huge packs and all of them hate my guts. No one is paying me any attention, and when they do, they only have nasty, untrue things to say about me. They call me dirty gross names like 'retard', 'a man', 'turd', 'he', 'his', 'ed', 'gay lady', 'bum', 'wack', and by my deceased fathers name. All of those names are "off", sickening, trifling, hurtful, untrue, and disrespectful, but it's alot of sick people out here and I can't make them stop. It's a lot of them, and they are extremely hard to shake off. The bullies are narcissists and very disgusting. They bring me disgust every day of the week. They stick together like flies on a pile of feces.

Anyways, I made a music video for the single, which went fairly smooth. There were no bullies hanging around the film locations at the time. It took me about 6 hours to film my video. It takes an hour or two to scope out a location and then set up the camera, lighting, props, and other equipment at each one. Plus, I have to have time to do my hair, makeup, and wardrobe before I shoot each clip. When I say makeup, I don't mean nail polish. You readers know damn well by now that I don't wear that.

The only horrifying thing that happened to me while filming was I was being stalked by a white van during the shoot. The van followed me all the way home from one of the locations. After the white creepy van saw me pull up at home, it made a u turn right by me, and pulled off. Whoever the creeps were wanted me to know that they were following me. Stalkers always want to give themselves away. They always try to instill more terror and fear into me. It really makes me sick being stalked by them but there's nothing I can do about it. I don't call the police. The police are not my friends, and they never will be. They will always be my enemy. 

After the shoot, I ordered shrimp from a local restaurant and brought a mini bottle of gold Belaire. Belaire is one of the drinks that never give me diarrhea. Red Bull, Grey Goose, Jose Cuevo, and other various alcoholic drinks all give me the runs, and I no longer want to drink certain ones. The only thing I don't like about the Belaire is it's price. It's very expensive, but it's worth the price. Over the past couple of months, I've tried all of the flavors and it tastes pretty good.

I don't expect my new music video to have millions of views on YouTube. I'll never have millions of views but guess what? I'm being myself. I don't let the world influence me and I don't follow cults. I'm not the type to dick-ride the latest trends. I feel way better when I stay to myself, and protect myself from dangerous human predators and vicious, unsanitary stalkers, spies, and thieves that never crease to put my life in jeopardy. 

On a positive note, in the near future I plan to start my own royalty-free, stock photography website, where I will post pictures of different things- mainly involving nature, wildlife, and some urban scenery. I did think about filming another low-budget movie this summer but I hate the casting process. I really don't wanna meet a bunch of different people. I want the actors to be a good fit for the role the first time. I don't wanna have to find replacements and all of the other bullshit that comes with it.

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