The Dangerous Rumors Downlow Gays and Violent Sexual Predators Spread On Me Update

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Introduction

As I've stated hundreds of times, gays and sexual predators tell lies on me all the time. They tell lies to make me look as undesirable and unclean as possible. The lies really hurt, and their deceit has caused me a lifetime of misery and embarrassment. I can't protect myself from those kind of people. I can not stop them from lying on me, even if I prove my innocence day after day, month after month, year after year. Their lies really hurt. 

Some of the lies sexual predators tell often 

I believe that some of these sexual predators and downlow gays are telling lies on me to make me look like I take brown and gold showers as a part of their sexual fetishes. I mean, that's how they're walking around here making me feel. That's how embarrassed I am of them. That's how gross and unclean they treat me. I'm going to say this right now- I do not take gold and brown showers and I have never let anyone piss on me or have a bowel movement on me. I have never did any of those degrading kind of acts a day in my life, and I'm tired of people treating me like I have let millions of people piss and sh*t on me. It's extremely unfair, and the bullying is very extreme.

Some of the predators are still telling lies to make me look like I wear piercings in my eye, a rumor in which which I have tried to clear up dozens of times. There is photoshop of course, where people can photoshop pictures. Someone could have maybe photoshopped an old picture of me and put piercings on my eyebrows and face and showed it to people. I do not wear piercings in my eye and I have never had a body piercing before. Yes, I have a lot of tattoos, but that doesn't mean I have piercings. I've never been a fan of body piercings, and I never will be. I wish the predators would stop making me look that way. 

They tell lies to make me look like I wear nail polish, another thing I'm not a fan of. I've worn nail polish almost a decade ago, but I didn't wear certain colors. I never wore black, red, purple, burgundy, blue, or any dark colored nail polish on my fingernails. I know it's hard to believe, but I haven't. I've never looked that way and I always despised the look. It's not my style, and the predators are making it look like it is. I don't wear nail polish at all anymore, and I don't care what color it is. I don't care if it's white, french, mauve, or pink- nail polish is gay, and I don't want to be seen that way. The predators are going to bite my style and hate and make me look like I wear it, but there's nothing I can do about it. 

The bullies also tell lies to make me look like I have a beared. They want people to think I'm a transgender and a transsexual. There are a lot of gay people out here that believe that I am, because that's the picture that the predators paint. They make me feel like I have a beard growing from my face and I do not. I'm 100% female and I've never had any type of sex change nor have I have pretended to be a man. I've been clearing up these rumors for the past 5 years, yet people still tell them. My life is in danger. I can't go places because people think I'm a transvestite because I won't stop getting bullied and teased by them. Someone might attack me or kill me if they start to believe that I'm a undercover man. It's not safe for me to go anywhere without protection, which brings me to my next point. 

I'm my own bodyguard

Over the past three years, I've been searching for a bodyguard. I never found one, which is one of the reasons I can't go places and meet people. I've been a victim of bullying and stalking very recently and I'm always looking over my shoulder. I tried looking everywhere for a bodyguard. I tried searching on Craigslist, Bark, and Thumbtack, but I could not find one. I tried calling some of the local executive protection companies, but they are for the rich and famous only. I'm not rich and famous. I'm just a rapper and victim of stalking and bullying. Being in harms way is a daily reality for me. This is the real world, not celebrity land. The violence that surrounds me is every day life. 

Since I'm not rich and can't afford a human bodyguard, I've been using dogs to guard me. However, I can't take a dog everywhere, which means, if my dog can't be with me, then I do not need to be in such environment and it is not important. Sometimes I go places without my dog anyway, even though I shouldn't. Like my music video shoot that I have planned tomorrow for 'Telling A Fib Remix'. I won't be taking my dog with me. I have to face any potential threats that may be around without my animal. 

I'm sick and tired of all these stinky, ugly, nasty, sickening, predatory, arrogant faggots out here looking down on me. It's extremely stinky, and they are extremely obsessed with making me feel sick to my stomach and disgusted, and they are obssesed with making me feel bad about myself. It's extremely scary! If they hate me that much, why don't they just kill me and get it over with. That way, they don't have to be ashamed of my existence or turn their arrogant noses up at me anymore. They can go on peacefully without me and stop playing stinky, childish games. 

Conclusion 

I've been beaten up on numerous occasions and threatened during my lifetime, and I survived it. To this day, I am being mentally and psychologically tortured every single day that I wake up breathing. I always live in fear of another violent attack. People hate me for no reason, and will do anything to destroy me and tear down my soul. 

If I was murdered by someone, there would be no people holding a candlelight vigil, nor will there be people fighting for justice for me. When I die, there will not be much media coverage, and that is how I want it. When I die, I want the world to know that no one spoke up on my behalf. There was no organization, family, or team fighting for me. I am alone in this world, and when I die I want the world to know that I spoke up for myself. I used my own voice and my own power to defend myself against bullying. I wrote my own music and I wrote my own blogs and books. Society did not support me- I supported myself.

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