Terror Firsthand #40: Black Bandanas and Blue Bandanas

 ©Terror Firsthand is a fictional blog series that was created in 2024. It is for entertainment purposes only, and I wrote it from the top of my head. Photos are reenactments and dramatization. The following story is for mature audiences only. Please, do not try any thing dangerous at home. 

Warning: extreme terror, sexual content 

GD & Crip
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Terror Firsthand: Black Bandanas and Blue Bandanas 

After I got in GD6Star's Maserati, he took me to a shady looking house in Compton. There were pit bulls all in the back yard and a sign that read:

Beware of pit bulls 

I walked inside of the house and his mama was sitting in there.

"Hi mom, I have someone I want you to meet." He said.

"Her name is Bleu Diamond." He said, and pointed to me.

"What kind of name is that. What she do? She a porn star or something?" Said his mother.

"No I'm not!" I replied.

"I wasn't talking to you. I was talking to my son." She said, and rolled her eyes while smoking a cigarette.

"Look GD6Star, I think I should go back to the spot." I said. His momma was rude as a b*tch.

"No. I think you should stay." He said.

"Jametreis why do you have this girl up in here and she don't want to be here?" His hood ass mother asked him.

"Ma why you gotta always trip? Dang. Can you just respect the woman?" He requested.

"I can't be having these little hood rats running up and through my house!" She yelled.

That's when I turned around and walked out to the car. GD6Star ran down behind me and said,

"Come on, don't trip." 

"Nah. Open up the car door. I'll wait in the car or catch a cab! Yo mama bout fake as sh*t!" I said, with a knot forming in my stomach.

He opened up the car door and I sat inside. Then his mama came outside and started yelling at him while using hand motions. She was rolling her eyes and looking at me with disgust. The argument lasted for about five minutes and then he walked back to the car and got in.

"Let's go man. Ma dukes is tripping man. She is acting off the chain right now. I'm sorry bout that." He said, and leaned over to kiss me on my lips. Then he started driving away. He took me to a podcast station called Studio On Sixth and asked,

"Do you wanna go in and talk about the song or what?" 

"Yeah I guess." I replied. "I never heard of this studio before." 

Then he told me to get Big C and walked with me inside. I put on my sunglasses to hide the bags under my eyes. I was tired.

Soon I walked in the host was sitting right there and offered me a glass of alcohol. It was Cooks champagne. I said okay. 

Then I sat down and she started asking questions. I hated women. I tried to get over my hate by doing the interview. Her name was Francesca Garcia. 

"Hi Bleu Diamond and Hi GD6Star." She said. A few minutes later, GD7Star and another man entered the studio.

"And we also have GD8Star and GD4Star on the platform." Francesca Garcia continued.

Man. It was like 4 GD's in there and me. It's all good. 

"What made you guys release a song called Pimping Bacc In Style?" Francesca Garcia asked.

"Well I wrote the song. I didn't want to record it by myself and GD6Star agreed to do a record with me so I was like okay. Pimping is Bacc in style, I mean it is what it is. Ya dig?" I said. 

A few minutes later. Big Ski and Leroy entered the studio.

"Now we have Big Ski and Leroy joining us. Welcome to the Studio On Sixth!" Said Francesca Garcia. I was surrounded by six men and slept with three of them. I was embarrassed and wish I had on a ski mask. 

"Thank you for having us." Said Big Ski on the mic.

"So GD8Star, you are from Richmond Virginia is that correct?" Francesca asked.

"Yes I am." He said.

"And GD7Star, you are from Portsmouth Virginia is that correct?" She asked.

"Yes I am." GD7Star replied.

"GD4Star, you are from Lunenburg County is that correct?" She asked.

"Yes I am." GD4Star replied.

"Bleu Diamond? You're from VA too right?" She asked me.

"Yeah...." I said. I was ashamed as f*ck. I did not go all the way to Cali to talk about VA.

"GD6Star, you're from Los Angeles right?" Francesca Garcia asked.

"Born and raised." He said. "Compton." 

"And Big Ski, lemme guess, you're from, Milwaukee?" She asked.

"Yes, I was born in Milwaukee and raised all over Chicago and the whole United States!" Said Big Ski.

"And Lil Leroy, you're from Charlotte North Carolina?" Francesca Garcia questioned.

"Yes I was born in Charlotte and raised in Chicago." He stated.

"Yay! I got everyone's location right!" Francesca Garcia said cheerfully. I rolled my eyes.

"So GDStar, what's it like growing up in VA. I mean I know y'all are from different parts but like how different is it from the West Coast? Is it better or worse?" Francesca Garcia asked. 

At the Studio On Sixth in Cali (Francesca Garcia- left)

"It's not better or worse. It's about the same. I mean when we grew up, we ain't have nuttin. We was so poor, we didn't even have a piece of bread to put any peanut butter on. If you had a whole peanut butter and jelly sandwich, you was rich. All we had is the peanut butter and sometimes we ain't have nothing but the spoon ya feel me?" Said GD7Star. 

"Yeah we was so poor, the other kids had Capri Suns and kool aid and we ain't have nothing but tap water!" Said GD8Star.

"So did you guys grow up in a single parent home or what?" Asked Francesca Garcia.

"We grew up in the f*cking slums my nigga...... Ain't no two parents bruh." Said GD4Star.

"Bleu Diamond. What was it like for you?" Francesca Garcia asked and looked at me.

A tear formed in my eyes. 

"I'm sorry I can't..." I said, and covered my face in shame.

"It's okay honey take your time. It's okay." Said Francesca Garcia. I paused for like 3 minutes.

"It was bad. I ain't have nothing." I said. "And I still don't now!" 

"So what do you mean you have nothing now?" Asked Francesca Garcia.

"So you're not rich?" She asked.

"Hell f*cking nah! I ain't no star and I know y'all think imma fan of these other rappers! I'm not their fan! I'm me!" I yelled. Man that interview was embarrassing.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"Yeah! I'm just letting y'all know! I am not a fan of these other motherf*ckers!" I screamed.

"Okay so Big Ski, what was it like in Milwaukee. I've never been there." Francesca Garcia said.

"Well unlike GD, I grew up pretty wealthy. My mom and pops were kinda high class." He said.

GD7Star gave Big Ski the same evil glare he had given me that day. 

"Lil Leroy, how was it in Chicago?" Francesca Garcia asked.

"It was aite. You know. I had pimping in me since I was a lil nigga. Ya dig?" He said. Him and Big Ski started laughing. 

"Pimping Bacc In Style is a pretty major hit right now. I mean you guys are streaming all over the internet." Francesca Garcia said, stating the obvious.

"I feel underrated." I said.

"I'm underrated and underpaid!" I yelled.

"We not going to talk about that right now." Said GD6Star. 

Then he looked at me as if to say, shut up, don't say anything else. He wanted all the attention to be on him, not me. My music wasn't even being heard and I only got paid $1,000 for that lil verse and still had to get pimped out by Big Ski and Leroy. I wasn't about to start telling on Big Ski like all the others though. 

"Excuse me." GD6Star said in the middle of the interview and then told me to get up and follow him into the bathroom. I left Big C in there with one of sound engineers. After I went in the bathroom with GD6Star, he locked the door and said,

In the bathroom with GD6Star at Studio On Sixth 

"Don't start getting in yo feelings around my niggas okay. Just sit down and play your part." He said. Then he lifted up my dress and stuck his d*ck in and started f*cking me right inside the bathroom. It lasted for about 5 minutes and then he said,

"Don't cry. It'll be aite. You'll get to shine on the same level as me one day. You'll get what you deserve one day." Then he pulled up his pants and wiped the cum off his d*ck and and walked back into the studio. I wiped myself off with the wipes I had in my bag and then sprayed myself with Florida Water cologne and walked back out. 

The Gangster Disciples was on the mic telling their story when I walked back in.

"And if you didn't do what the Gangster Disciples tell you to do, then your ass would get beat the fu*k down! That's how it was and that's how it still is!" GD4Star said. 

I sat silent during the rest of the interview. Francesca obviously knew not to ask me any more questions. I don't even know what the purpose of me being there was if I wasn't allowed to speak. They were making the rap music industry look too male dominated, but at the same time, I don't like other women, so I didn't care. I couldn't picture myself being in a studio with a bunch of b*tches. No way. Francesca Garcia was enough.

"So GDStar, how do you guys feel about Mevin Died Heaven. Weren't they GD too?" Asked Francesca Garcia.

"They weren't real GD'S like us. Mevin Died Heaven da opps bro. Don't nobody in GDStar f*ck with them niggas." Said GD7star. He had a point there.

"Hell nah them niggas were as shiesty as they come bro. Mevin and the rest of them niggas weren't no real Gangster Disciples. Yeah they beat a lot of niggas up but they broke alot of codes too!" Said GD4Star.

"Man them niggas were gay!" Said GD6Star. "They did a lot of foul sh*t!"

"That's a touchy subject huh?" Asked Francesca. 

"Man don't nobody wanna talk about no Mevin Died Heaven. I don't care how many records they sold. F*ck those clowns!" Said GD6Star. I knew more people would hate after hearing that. Mevin Died Heaven still had millions of followers on Spotify.

"Don't you guys have another member named GD6?" Asked Francesca. "Where is he?"

"He can't come to Cali. Naaamean? That nigga do not leave the East Coast. He might be in Brooklyn or something right now." Said GD7Star. 

I felt even better hearing that. Nigga was a internet gangster anyway. Ol GanglandVA ass nigga. 

"So we have the Gangster Disciples and the Crips sitting side by side. How does it feel?" Asked Francesca.

Then the GD'S started throwing up Six pointed stars, 6's, and pitchforks and the Crips started throwing up C's and middle fingers, East side, and West Side. It was real gang in there. Then the show ended. It wasn't as long as I thought it would be. It was only 30 minutes long. After I left the studio with GD and the rest of them niggas, GD6Star said that there would be a after-party going on later that night at a club call Blue Luxe Lounge. He asked me did I want to go perform Pimping Bacc In Style.

"Hold on a second. Nigga that ain't no gay bar is it?" I asked.

"Don't disrespect me like that. You know that I wouldn't invite you anywhere like that. I know you're not gay. Don't do that." He said, looking angry. I didn't want him to choke me like he did before. I didn't want it to go there. 

"How much am I going to get paid?" I asked.

"I'll make sure you straight." He said. "Now I'm going to drop you off at the Pink Jewels. You'll have to get your own suite tonight because I'm having guests, and don't say you don't have the money because I gave you enough." 

GD6Star was right. The room was only $300. I was just trying to save the money instead of spending it, just in case he switched up on me. I didn't want to argue with him so I just did what he suggested. After he pulled up to the Pink Jewels, he dropped me off and said,

"I'll link up with you later. I got some sh*t to take care of right now. And like I said at the studio, don't go getting in your feelings. This is strictly business." He stated firmly, before pulling off. 

I went inside the Pink Jewels and paid $300 for the room. His room costed way more than mine because he was in a presidential suite. After I got inside, I then showered and took a nap. He didn't even tell me what time the performance would be. I was still worried about his fake ass mother. I was afraid she would force him to leave me in the cold. GD6Star treated me a little better than Big Ski and Leroy. 

Back at the Pink Jewels Hotel 

I slept for a few hours and then GD6Star called me.

"You need to start getting ready. The show starts at 1am." He said.

"Okay. I will." I said.

"You sure you don't want me to send hair and makeup to your room?" He asked.

"I'm sure." I said. Then he said okay and said something I couldn't believe him say.

"I love you." He said. 

"Um. I love you too." I said to GD6Star. Then he hung up the phone and then I got in the shower and threw on a new dress and a pair of new shoes. Then I walked to room 801 and knocked on the door. 

GD6Star answered. All the GD's that were at the podcast were in his suite smoking weed. 

"You could've stayed in your room until I said I was ready, but come on." He said.

At least I didn't see any half naked prostitutes running around in there. 

I walked inside of the suite and was offered alcohol and weed. I participated immediately and smoked about five blunts back to back and drank about 5 shots of brown liquor. I didn't hear any of the GD's talking. GD6Star's music was blasting in there. Then he cut the music down.

"Now there's no need to rehearse your lines Bleu Diamond. You already know what to say. The backup dancers will not be there. It's just me you, and my niggas." GD6Star said. "Are you ready to go?" 

"Yeah. What about security?" I asked. "Do you think anybody will try anything?" 

That's when GD7Star pulled out a 40 caliber handgun and said,

"F*ck we need security fa?"

I didn't even say anything. I hated that nigga on the low. He had a lil VA nigga attitude. I knew he probably had some stank ass baby mother back in VA that was hating on me like the rest of the hoes over there. I went on his Instagram page and her funky looking square ass was on there. 

"Let's go." Said GD6Star. 

He cut off the lights and then everyone walked out of the suite and down stairs and got in the back of a black Mercedes Sprinter van and headed towards Blue Luxe Lounge. I left Big C inside of my suite. The club closed at 4 am but I knew the performance wouldn't be no longer than 5 minutes. It's not like he was going to be performing all of his songs. He only mentioned one. Me and GD6Star were the only ones performing that night and a flyer was posted all over his and my social media. 

After arriving at Blue Luxe Lounge, there were about 5 fans at the door taking pictures. I walked in with the GD's and headed towards the roped off VIP section in the back. GD6Star ordered a bottle of champagne and waited for the performance to start.