Terror Firsthand #85: No One Cares

 ©Terror Firsthand is a fictional blog series that was created in 2024. It is for entertainment purposes only, and I wrote it from the top of my head. Photos are reenactments and dramatization. The following story is for mature audiences only. Please, do not try anything dangerous at home. 

Warning: extreme terror, sexual violence

Terror Firsthand: No One Cares

Drinking black tea at campsite in Colorado 

I drank the non alcoholic wine and then the next day I recieved another threat. A nasty, incestuous, unknown troll sent me a message that read,

You'll never be able to get away from me! You're forced to be with me for life! You'll never escape me! 

I was about to eat breakfast, but after reading that I decided to skip breakfast and go for a walk with Big C instead. I wanted to vomit but I couldn't. After I went for a walk I took another nap. I really didn't want to lay back down because when I lay down for too long, my body gets extremely sore. I didn't have a choice. There was nothing else to do. I don't like going out in public unless I'm buying groceries or weed. Other than that, I don't wanna see the sight of anyone's nasty ass, disgusting, predatory, gay face.

After I woke up from my nap, I was finally able to eat again. I fixed a can of hearty chicken noodle soup and made some hot black tea. There were a couple of bears walking around the tent but they didn't bother me or Big C. I really needed to save enough money to buy the laptop so I could work on the animated cartoon. 

I recieved a message from Daddy Dollaz but I felt the relationship growing sour because I didn't have enough money to keep him around. A sexual predator once told me a long time ago that nothing in this world is free. I will never forget the nasty predator saying that to me. He used to beat me up all the time. 

Being in a relationship costs money, and when the money run out, so do the men. I eventually became afraid that Daddy Dollaz might try to beat me up when he gets out of prison. He messaged me back and told me not to put him in a category with those abusive men, but I really don't have a choice because I don't want to get beat up, framed, raped, or molested again. I'm not into being abused in any way shape or form. 

I really didn't want to be in a relationship because I've already been bullied by too many nasty, goofy, sickening, selfish, incestuous, people and they're not going to let me have any hope. They're way too gross to back off me and let me be happy. I rather just be left alone. 

I still kept messaging Daddy Dollaz anyway, knowing that one day it would all be over, and that I would be back single and alone all over again. He kept telling me not to give up on him and to just give him a chance. 

After talking to Daddy Dollaz for a while, I started watching a podcast show on YouTube about incest. It was horrifying. There was a black woman on there named Linda Latrice Frankenstein. I didn't even know Frankenstein was a real name. The name of the podcast show was called "The Crime Scene". 

"I've been sexually molested by just about everyone in my family." Linda said to the host, Joel Hughes. 

Linda Latrice Frankenstein at "The Crime Scene" podcast studio 

"I've been sexually molested by my mother, my father, my cousin, my uncle, and my sister." Said Linda. It was sickening.

"And people really believe that?" Asked Joel Hughes.

"No, most people don't believe me. I never really tell anyone." Said Linda.

"So where do you live now? How are you handling it?" Asked Joel Hughes.

"I still live with my mother. My dad died in a car accident. I'm not handling the sexual molestation well. I talk to myself and I have schizophrenia. I have to take medicine for it. People tease me alot and they call me "Gay lesbian tard". They call me that just about everywhere I go so I have to hide in the house with my gay abuser. They get a kick out of it. I'm not really welcomed anywhere. They think I'm sickening like my abuser and they don't know that I'm a victim, nor do they care. I'm a grown woman. No one has time to put up with someone as victimized and molested as me. No one cares at all." Said Linda Latrice Frankenstein.

"And your mother is still molesting you? How old are you?" Asked Joel Hughes.

"I'm 41, and yes my mother is still molesting me. Every night she makes me go in her room and sleep with her. She said that I'll never be able to get away from her and that if I don't do it, she will call the cops and tell them that I raped her." Said Linda Latrice Frankenstein.

"I tried to move out and go to a shelter, but when the people found out that I was being molested by my relatives, they tried to come onto me sexually so I ran away and went back to my lesbian mother. I live on a small fixed income. I'm on disability. I don't have enough money to just move out and move into my own house. My check isn't even enough for a animal to live off- let alone a human. I was set up by my mother and father. They never supported me. I tried to get an education, but no one in my family supported that either. They are nothing but violent and selfish sexual predators- not family. I also have glaucoma, and I'm scared I'm going to go blind by the time I'm 50." Said Linda Latrice Frankenstein.

What I was seeing was sickening as hell. I couldn't believe my eyes. Linda Latrice Frankenstein looked really messed up and it looked like she was being molested by someone close to her. It was written all over her face. 

Joel Hughes at "The Crime Scene" podcast studio 

"Wow. I'm sorry to hear that. Why didn't you call the police?" Asked Joel Hughes.

"I just told you why. My family is going to say that I molested them first." Said Linda Latrice Frankenstein. 

"I wanted to murder my mother. I wanted to pour gasoline on her and set her on fire. I decided not to do that and then I decided I would just shoot her. I couldn't get my hands on a gun and I didn't want to go to jail for murder and get molested by more lesbian pedophiles so I just deal with it." Linda continued.

"How long has the sexual abuse been going on?" Asked Joel.

"My mother didn't start molesting me until my dad died. He was doing it to me at first and when I tried to tell her, she called me a liar and he just kept doing it. My dad started molesting me when I was 25 and my mother started molesting me when I was 35. So it's been going on for about 6 years. People think we are a gay couple. They don't think she's my mom." Said Linda Latrice Frankenstein. 

I ran to the bathroom and vomited the soup. I could keep it down anymore. 

"What about your uncle, sister, and cousin, when did they molest you?"  Asked Joel Hughes.

"My uncle started molesting me around the same time that my dad did, when I was 25. My sister molested me around the time that mother did, when I was 35. My sister doesn't live in the house. She just stops by occasionally just to molest me. She lives with her husband and 12 year old daughter. She might be touching her own daughter. I wouldn't be surprised. I never get to see my niece and I can't protect her from her own downlow mother. My cousin started molesting me when I was 17. I was still a minor back then. I haven't been molested by my cousin since." Said Linda Latrice Frankenstein, while crying.

"Everyday I feel sickened by it all. I can't believe so much incest is being forced on me against my will. When I tell people, they usually just say "And?" Or that I'm a liar and that I need to get out of their face. When I told my mother and sister to stop, they told me that they have every right to molest me and that there is nothing I can do about it because no one will ever want me!" Linda Latrice Frankenstein said. "They told me that if I snitch they would make sure I never see the light of day again!" 

Linda asked for a bucket and started throwing up on camera. Most of it was blurred out. I've heard similar stories like that on TV and it's really gross. I felt bad for Linda. After Linda Latrice Frankenstein's story went off. Another person came on "The Crime Scene" podcast. It was a white man by the name of Bernard Jones. His interview was virtual.

"I was molested by my brother. One day my gay brother came into my bedroom, tied me up, and started raping me from behind. It was so sickening and he even put a gun to my head! He said that if I scream for help, he would blow my brains out! I was 22 years old at the time. I knew he was gay but I didn't think he would rape me! I'm his brother! I trusted him! I'm 32 now, and it still haunts me. He ended up going to prison for 10 years for selling meth. He just got out and I'm afraid for my life! I'm not gay!" Said Bernard Jones.

"I'm sorry. Did you ever get any help? Did you ever seek any counseling?" Asked Joel Hughes.

"No! Hell no! I never told anyone. The only reason I'm telling you is because I'm scared of that motherfu*ker! He just got out and I'm not safe anymore!" Said Bernard Jones. 

Bernard Jones 

Telling "The Crime Scene" podcast channel was no help for those victims of extreme incest. What was that channel going to do for them? How could they help? They didn't even offer those people anything! The victims came on there and told their story to the world and they're still stuck around the same people that molested them! What was the point of them telling it!? Those podcast people were only human. They probably wanted their funky sexual needs met by those victims of incest just like everybody else did. I cut the podcast off because I grew more uncomfortable and sensitive to the content. 

Daddy Dollaz tried to call me but unfortunately I missed his call. I sat inside my tent all night in silence. I couldn't eat, but I was able to sip some Gatorade. I eventually fell asleep. After I woke up, I found out that Chan Da God was still on the loose for murdering Vannessa Gayberg. His face was plastered all over the news. Linda Latrice Frankenstein was on there too for attempted murder. The police said that the podcast clip was all they needed to arrest her. I was even more sick to my stomach because I knew she didn't do anything to her gay ass pedophile mother. They showed a clip of her walking into the jail and they let her speak to the camera and give a public statement. This is what she said, 

"I did not want to leave my mother's house this way. This is not what I wanted to happen. I wanted to move out and have my own house, my own boyfriend, and my own money. She didn't want that for me and neither did her relatives. She was a downlow gay pedophile and a fraud. I did not do anything to Malinda Frankenstein. I did not try to kill her. I did not mean to say anything to "The Crime Scene" podcast about wanting to hurt my mother."  

Then the clip went off. It was the most gruesome case I had ever witnessed in the history of all mankind.