Terror Firsthand #89: A Very Destructive Circle

 ©Terror Firsthand is a fictional blog series that was created in 2024. It is for entertainment purposes only, and I wrote it from the top of my head. Photos are reenactments and dramatization. The following story is for mature audiences only. Please, do not try anything dangerous at home. 

Warning: extreme terror and violence 

Terror Firsthand: A Very Destructive Circle

Man talking to a reporter
Big Mosquito in California confessing to a crime 




A few hours later, I awakened to the sound of my phone ringing. It was Daddy P. After talking to Daddy P, I went to the store for a turkey and bacon club sandwich and then headed back to the campsite. After arriving, I cut on the TV. Malinda Brown had been murdered. It was on the Boyz With Bodz podcast.

"Malinda Brown was found dead inside of an abandoned warehouse. The suspect, Ronald Trey Adams, also known as Big Mosquito, tied Malinda to a chair and then started sawing off her limbs with an electric chainsaw. The crime scene was gruesome as blood was scattered all over the floors and walls. Big Mosquito then sawed off her head and sawed it into tiny pieces. After he sawed her into pieces, he put the pieces in a large trash bag, and drove to the nearest river and dumped the bag into the river. A sailor eventually discovered the bag and reported it to the cops." Reported Hernandez Elliott.

"Let's show a clip of what Big Mosquito had to say before he was arrested." Hernandez continued.

"I saw Malinda f*cking a 17 year old boy inside of her house. As a matter of fact, it was 3 of them. One was 16 and the other one was 15. They were the sons of Enyoazz and Mr. Nutenya. Malinda took advantage of them one day after a porn shoot. The kids were in her mansion in one of her bedrooms. I didn't like the way she molested them. Also, I did not agree to have sex with her husband. He forced himself on me and was very nasty. They lured me out here from Washington D.C. so they could sex traffick me. I was laced with PcP and molly, and forced to sleep with over 10 men already and I haven't even been in their house a whole week. They threatened to blackmail me if I didn't do it and they didn't pay me a dime. When I asked for the money for the porn, they told me that the porn would be in exchange for a place to stay in their mansion and that I wouldn't need any money because they have everything I need right there." Stated Big Mosquito.

"I was tired of the gay sexual abuse so I killed Malinda Brown. I am not sorry for it either. I killed her for a reason. She was a gay incestuous hebophile and deserved it. All she cared about was getting her sexual needs met and she didn't care who did it. She manipulated a lot of women, men, and teens into pleasuring her. She was a real predator, and I am not ashamed of what I did. If I burn forever, I'll just have to burn forever." Confessed Big Mosquito to the press before being hauled all to California state prison for murdering Malinda Brown's sickening ass. 

"Now since Big Mosquito has been in prison, he has being getting alot of love. Sources say he is living large behind the prison walls. He receives lots and lots of fan mail and donations. Now we're going to play a clip of what Chan Da God had to say about the murder of his wife." Said Hernandez Elliott.

Black muscular man talking to a webcam
Chan Da God speaking on his wife's murderer 




"I never liked this nigga Big Mosquito and I still don't like him. I did not force him to have sex with me. He was a horny lil guy when he came to our house. He asked me if he could suck my di*k soon he got inside the mansion and I told him yeah. Then he asked if he could suck my homeboys off because the porn was making his di*k hard and I gave him permission to suck their d*cks. Now this lil murdering piece of sh*t acting like I forced him to be gay. He better calm his little ass down. He's getting a lot of love because those people want him to suck their f*cking d*cks and they want to pound out his lil funky asshole. They already told me. And nobody laced his ass. He was high off Pcp and molly on his own free will because he was a low-key junkie and wanted to get high before every scene." Stated Chan Da God. 

"As far as me paying Big Mosquito, he was paid for his role in the pornos. He is lying. He blew the money on drugs which me and Malinda warned him not to do in our mansion and he did it anyway. He must've forgotten." Chan Da God stated, while shedding a tear behind fake ass Malinda. What the hell was he mad for? I'm pretty sure he had a lot of boyfriends there by his side to comfort him through his tragic loss. He'd be alright. 

"I have a lot of connections behind the California prison walls. He need to sit his little ghetto ass down somewhere. He had no business murdering my wife. And as far as the accusations of my wife molesting my homeboys kids, that's also a lie. Those kids said that Malinda never touched them and Enyoazz and Mr. Nutenya said that their kids liked Malinda alot. I hope they take his asshole every day in that motherf*cker until he bleed back there! I shouldn't have never allowed that sick motherfu*ker Big Mosquito to come into my house. He did not deserve any of this d*ck!" Said Chan Da God to the press.

Man at the studio
Hernandez Elliott -host on Boyz With Bodz podcast 




"Big Mosquito was also arrested for the murder of Christian Lewis, back in Baltimore Maryland. There was camera footage that later revealed Ronald Trey Adams walking to a dumpster carrying Lewis's body. The witness, said that Big Mosquito was jealous of Christian being with Big Fly, and mad because she didn't want him. Pancho Gustavo died for nothing. Everyone was already saying that it wasn't him." Reported Hernandez Elliott.

"This is what Big Fly had to say." Hernandez Elliott said, before showing a clip of Big Fly. 

"Big Mosquito is my blood brother and I know it was Chan Da God that turned him out. I know my own brother. Imma make sure nothing happens to him while he is locked up." Said Big Fly. 

"Big Mosquito was extradited back to Washington D.C. one week later. Big Mosquito had gotten beat up by a couple of gang members because of his sexual orientation and celebrity status. Apparently, the love stopped." Hernandez Elliott said. 

I looked at Big Mosquito's Instagram. There was no indication that he was gay and the porn film wasn't even on there. I searched for the new porn Nothing But Raw Azz 1 & 2 using a search engine. I saw Big Mosquito on the cover but I could not watch the flick to see him in action because I didn't want to pay. Seeing him on the cover was enough proof. 

Then I went to Big Fly's Instagram and there were nothing but pictures of him in the studio and pictures of him and his lightskinned girlfriend, who worked as an Onlyfans model and a stripper. She was around 26 years old. Her name was Bella Pink Diamondz. Her name was Bella Pink Diamondz because she wore a lot of pink and she wore alot of diamonds and her real name was Kimbella. She claimed to make over $10,000 a month on Onlyfans and stripping. I couldn't believe it. She was not all that. Who the f*ck would pay her that much money? She was just another light skinned b*tch. 

Exotic dancer wearing pink
A still image of Bella Pink Diamondz




I clicked on Bella Pink Diamondz's Instagram page from Big Fly's account and she had hundreds of pink designer clothes all over her page and pictures of her on private jets and in different mansions, and pictures of her in pink bikinis at the beach drinking pink margaritas with a bunch of stank looking lightskinned women who were also wearing alot of pink. She was holding stacks of money to her ear in some of the pics, and even writing words with 100 dollar bills. In one pic, she wrote the words Bella Pink Diamondz's with the Ben franks. I didn't know if the money was real or just counterfeit prop money. Anyways, I clicked on one of her mansion pictures and the caption read,

These are my properties, not Airbnbs

"Yeah right... How?" I said outloud. B*tch must've went to law school or medical school or something. There was no mention of an a education anywhere on her page. I didn't like Big Fly's girlfriend so I hurried up and got off of her page. 

I went to Malinda Brown's Instagram and she was on there showing her ass and tits in almost every photo. She had alot of likes. Apparently people still wanted to see her old senior citizen ass. I clicked on the newest post and people were telling her to rest in peace. 

Woman with red hair at a strip club
Still image of Christian Lewis 




I went to Christian Lewis's page and saw the same thing. A bunch of half naked bikini pictures inside the strip clubs and a bunch of pictures of her inside those lash bars. A couple of people told her to rest in peace but not many. 

Lastly, I went to Chan Da God's page. His page was very active. There were censored pictures of his porn covers, shirtless pictures of him wearing nothing but underwear and swim shorts with hundreds of different men and some pictures by himself. Pictures of him inside of his mansion and pictures of him in Peru and Brazil at the beach. He seemed to be living the life and his well established gay porn career seemed to be treating him well. There was a few pictures of him and his dead wife together on there. In his bio, it read,

Adult Film Star| Model|God First |Rest In Peace Wifey 

Woman bathing while holding photograph
Bathing outside with a picture of Daddy P




After researching porn star Chan Da God and his destructive circle, I took a warm hot bath. I poured some bubble bath into the blow up tub that I had and lit some red candles and "money blessing" incense and stared at Daddy P's picture. I hate red, but I needed a red candle to symbolize more passion between me and Daddy P. I was really hoping that Daddy P wouldn't turn on me for the opps, a bunch of jealous men, or those nasty ass lesbian incest b*tches that bite my whole style and hate my guts for no reason. Even if he did, I'd already be prepared to flee the infestation.  

Later on that afternoon, I went back on Chan Da God's Instagram. He announced that he would be in Denver Colorado soon, making a porn flick. He mentioned that about 1,000 black gay men would be rolling deep with him. He also said that they would be casting for a dating reality series, where each gay and bi man would be looking for the right woman to take home. I knew it was time to get out of Denver. 

I didn't want to be anywhere near those gay porn stars or their stinky, sleezy casting calls. Chan Da God was bringing way too much funky, gay, perverted sex into the city with him. I couldn't believe that many women would want to date so many men that have casual sex with other men. Those people were into the kinkiest stuff. They were the type of women that would suck a man's penis with another man at the same time. They're the type of women to put a man's penis in their mouth, directly after it comes out of another man's anal. They will see two men kissing, and start kissing both of them. I personally believed that type of sex to be kind of twisted and immoral. Some people would wonder what does their sex life have to do with me. It has nothing to do with me. Their twisted sexual fantasies are none of my business, but I still rather not be near it. 

There were a lot of other fake ass celebrities and undercover gays coming into the city soon also. Some of those celebrities have their whole tour schedule posted on their social medias. Denver is always a hot spot for celebrities on tour. I immediately started packing up my things. Celebrities can be an gross infestation, just like regular people can. They're good for making me look crazy, lame, and schizophrenic. That's the only thing that a rich celebrity can do for me. I don't like being in the vicinity of too many celebrities that are getting paid millions of dollars to do what someone else is forced to do for free. That's not cool. 

The next day, I left Denver and went to Sioux Falls South Dakota for the first time. I found a secluded area to hide in on the outskirts of the city. I took a deep breath, and started getting used to my new, unfamiliar surroundings.