Terror Firsthand #103: Adult TV Network

 ©Terror Firsthand is a fictional blog series that was created in 2024. It is for entertainment purposes only, and I wrote it from the top of my head. Photos are reenactments and dramatization. The following story is for mature audiences only. Please, do not try anything dangerous at home.

Warning: extreme terror, sexual content 

Terror Firsthand: Adult TV Network 

Shawn Carriage in Atlanta prison 

After I finished jogging, I fixed a salmon and some rice and then took a long, hot, bubble bath and went to sleep. The next morning, I woke up and skipped breakfast. I started watching YouTube of course, and I saw Shawn Carriage on The Crime Scene podcast with Joel Hughes.

"So Shawn what's going on with you?" Asked Joel. Shawn was on a virtual visit with Joel from prison. 

"Nothing much my brother. Just trying to keep a level head in here ya know. These niggas is crazy. I have faith that God will get me out of here one day. God is all I have." Replied Shawn.

"So how often do you read the Bible and do you go to church!?" Asked Joel Hughes.

"Yes. I go to church and I read the Bible at breakfast, lunch, and dinner Joel. My faith is unbreakable. I can do all things through Christ with strengthens me." Responded Shawn.

"So, I've heard you've been dating men. Is that true Shawn?!" Asked Joel.

"Well, yes, that's true Shawn. I have HIV now, so I was moved to the HIV block. There's a lot of gay men on my block, and I just started going with the flow Joel. Love is love. We can't stop who we love in here." Replied Shawn.

Yuck. Old church boy got turned out real fast, I thought to myself.

"So do you have a boyfriend or what!?" Asked Joel.

"I got like 6 of them Joel!" Replied Shawn while laughing. 

"Damn. So you're a player and a mack huh!?" Asked Joel.

"I can't help it. Maybe I'll settle down one day." Said Shawn.

"So are you a top or a bottom Shawn!?" Asked Joel.

"I do both. I'm very versatile." Replied Shawn.

"So what do you feel Jesus Christ has to say about your homosexuality!?" Inquired Joel Hughes. 

Joel Hughes 

"Well Joel, it says in Leviticus that a man should not lay with with man or they will be put to death. I'm in Atlanta. Atlanta is one of the gayest cities in America, and homosexuality here is the norm. There are gay men everywhere. Even the pastor at the jail is gay. He encourages us to go after our hearts and follow what feels natural to us, because God loves everyone. He says that if we ever get put to death for our homosexuality then so be it. At least we died doing what we loved, which was dating men." Answered Shawn Carriage.

"Wow. I never looked at it that way." Said Joel Hughes.

"Are you gay Joel? Have you ever slept with a man or had feelings for one!?" Asked Shawn.

"Actually I haven't, but I have a lot of gay friends who I have been friends with for many years." Said Joel.

"And they never come onto you?" Asked Shawn.

"No Shawn, they don't. They respect me." Replied Joel.

"That's good. They should. They're doing the right thing." Replied Shawn Carriage.

"So how long is your sentence?" Questioned Joel.

"I got 15 years. I would've gotten 25 years if Khadija Green didn't infect me with the HIV virus. That was her wrongdoing and I'm glad the jury acknowledged that during my trial. My trial was quick and very speedy. Some niggas sit in here for years before they go to trial. God was on my side and he looked out for me." Said Shawn Carriage.

"So Shawn, you grew up in Albuquerque, what was it like?" Asked Joel.

"I was actually born in New York City, and my mom moved to Albuquerque when I was like 15. I've been out there every since until just recently when I decided I wanted to go to Atlanta. Most of my childhood was spent in the Bronx New York. I used to play football." Replied Shawn Carriage.

An image of Shawn Carriage in the Bronx as a youth

"Were you gay when you were younger, or did you date a lot of girls?" Asked Joel. 

"I dated girls because I was scared that I would go to hell. My mom was really big on church and I wanted to make sure I did the right thing. I low-key had a crush on a couple of boys though. But I didn't know how to approach them so I kept my sexual desires a secret. This is my first time actually having sex with men. I finally feel free and I can finally be myself. I feel like I finally belong." Replied Shawn Carriage. 

"So how did you even end up sleeping with a man? Like how did it start?" Asked Joel.

"Well, one day, one of the gay guys approached me and asked me if he could suck my d*ck. I was shocked, but I then quickly adapted to my environment. He told me not to be scared and that I should open up to him. He said that I seemed down and out, and that if I accepted the oral pleasure, that I would feel much better afterwards. I quickly agreed and allowed him to suck my d*ck. After that, we went all the way." Answered Shawn Carriage.

Shawn Carriage was a downlow gay man all his life. I couldn't believe that I had met a man like that in person. 

"So how did you end up sleeping with more than one?" Questioned Joel Hughes.

"Well the guy that I had sex with knew some more gay men that wanted to suck my d*ck. They said that they had already slept with each other, and that they wanted me to be apart of "the family". They said that if I didn't agree, that they would beat me up, so I agreed to have sex with all 6 of them." Responded Shawn Carriage.

"So you just let them take your manhood without fighting back though?" Asked Joel.

"It didn't really bother me because after I had sex with the first one, I fell in love with men and knew that I wanted more d*ck so I said hey, why not do it. They ended up accepting me into "the family" and I've been getting along with them every since. I've never gotten beaten up." Said Shawn.

"So do they ever try to wear you out!? I mean do they ever give your asshole a break?" Asked Shawn.

"Not really. I'm not the only one they're f*cking. Like I said, it's like a family so we all take turns on each other." Replied Shawn.

"How often do you guys f*ck?" Asked Joel.

"I don't know, every day." Said Shawn.

"Do the guards ever catch y'all!?" Asked Joel.

"Yeah, and they don't say anything. They don't really care." Said Shawn. "All of us on my block have HIV. They don't do anything to stop it." 

"Do you ever think you'll want a woman again, when you get out!?" Asked Joel Hughes.

"Probably not. I might just get me a little cute guy and settle down with him. I'm going back to Albuquerque when I get out. I know that being gay is way more acceptable in Atlanta, but it's still dangerous. One of the guys in here just got murdered for stealing someone else's man. If I date a man in Atlanta on the outside, I'll never know who they're f*cking. I might not be the only one. He could be seeing hundreds of guys a week or something Joel. I just want to find a handsome guy and live a quiet life back home." Replied Shawn Carriage. 

After he said that, the podcast went off. I couldn't believe I sat there and watched that. Shawn Carriage was extremely gay, and I had gotten so close to him in Albuquerque. I had no idea that he was the type that couldn't keep his asshole closed.

On cellphone 

I decided that I should work as an escort so I went to an escort website called Escorts4U.com, and started to make a new post, when I saw the most disgusting thing on there. It was Tracia. She was on there selling her senior citizen p*ssy and I couldn't believe it. She had turned into a whole wh*re after Morricio left her. She may have been selling herself the whole time. That's probably why he left her and that's probably why she was in so much competition with me. I didn't know that men buy p*ssy that old. I thought they only purchased younger women. 

After I saw Tracia's ad, I knew that I didn't want to be an escort anymore. I didn't want to be like her. I wanted to be better than that. I didn't even know how I could keep a man with a mom like that. She might end up in the bed with them.

I started watching a podcast called Adult TV Network. Kristina Cums, the same girl from Black Lesbos Unite, was the host.

Kristina Cums on Adult TV Network 

"So Travis, your company has opened back up hasn't it?" Asked Kristina Cums.

"Yes, and it is called Rosenberg Productions. I took the DaVoucci part off. Frank DaVoucci was tied to too many gay men. I'm only filming straight porn now." Said Mr. Nutenya.

"I see. I heard about "The Sluttiest Ones". You were well in your way to an adult video award until the New Mack City video was released." Said Kristina Cums.

"Yes I was Kristina. Assiter XXX messed that up for us but we are going to try again. I have a new film coming out called "The Darkest Thotties". It's going to be released tomorrow, so y'all check that out!" Mr. Nutenya announced. 

That nigga film title sounded really close to my movie title.  

"So Travis, Annabelle K, the woman that had a relationship with Hernandez Elliott before he was murdered in NYC, do you know her, because we heard that you did." Said Kristina Cums.

Travis Rosenberg 

"Yes Kristina I do. She just got signed to Rosenberg Productions and she is living at our mansion now and no longer works on Onlyfans and no longer strips. She is strictly doing porn. She is working under the name Anna Waterfalls. She is also featured in the "The Darkest Thotties." Said Mr. Nutenya. A picture of the cover popped on the screen.

The Darkest Thotties porn cover 

I paused the TV and went to Anna Waterfall's social media page. She was on IG live, dissing Mr. Nutenya.

"This nigga Mr. Nutenya is sick guys. I only made one porn film with him and I already don't like it. He keeps asking me to go down on all these stinky fu*king women and I keep telling him that I'm not a lesbian. He doesn't care. All he cares about is money. I know he's running a business but I have morals. There's certain lines that I do not want to cross. He asked me to go down on 5 women this morning and I told him no y'all." Annabelle K explained, sounding very frustrated.

Annabelle K (Anna Waterfalls) on IG live 

"Then he started beating me up and slapping me around. I'm hiding out in his sauna right now and I'm trying to leave his ass. I should call the police but I don't want to snitch on him. Plus, he's still sleeping with men. I saw him f*cking like 5 men earlier this morning. I peeked into his room and saw him having another gay orgy. He is still not 100% straight like he claims he is. He is downlow bisexual and is trying to force me to be bisexual too. I want out of this contract before I catch something!" Annabelle K whined. 

I took a break from watching TV to eat and go walking. Then a couple of hours later, I saw Travis back on Adult TV Network explaining the situation. That was really fast. Mr. Nutenya was on there with Annabelle K.

"Kristina, it's says in Anna Waterfall's contract that she must be bisexual for a period of one year. We went over the contract together and now she's sitting up here playing dumb. Anna, did I not go over the contract with you?" Asked Mr. Nutenya. 

"Yes you did, but I missed that part." Annabelle K answered. Mr. Nutenya pulled out the contract and pointed to it.

"Yeah that's the part I missed. I don't agree to that Travis, I want out!" Annabelle K whined.

Anna Waterfalls (Annabelle K)
 

"Baby just calm down. Imma take care of you. I'm going to make sure you get the highest pay out of all the others!" Said Mr. Nutenya, while kissing Annabelle K on the cheek.  

"Anna Waterfalls doesn't look too happy Travis. She looks like she really wants out. How much did she get paid for "The Darkest Thotties"?" Asked Kristina Cums.

"We are going to keep that information concealed." Replied Mr. Nutenya.

"$900!" Yelled Annabelle K.

Travis looked at her with a facial expression that read, "shut the f*ck up b*tch". He looked like he was getting really angry and wanted to hurt her. Then Annabelle K pulled a fast one and took off her sunshades to reveal a black eye.

"This is what Travis did to my face y'all!" Yelled Annabelle K, while trying to publicly embarrass Mr. Nutenya. 

"Baby calm down, it doesn't have to end like this." Mr. Nutenya said. 

"I don't want the $900 anymore Travis I just want to get the fu*k out of your gay ass mansion! I wanna go back to New York City with my family!" Annabelle K yelled.

"Baby I can't let you go. You're so beautiful. Stay with Rosenberg Productions baby. I'll increase your salary in the next film. Just have patience baby. People love to see that sexy body of yours. You're not like any of the other ones baby. Stay." Mr. Nutenya begged. 

Later on that night, I turned to the Devils Universe podcast. 

"Travis Rosenberg is still gay guys. We have a leaked video of him having an orgy with five men just a few days ago." Said Dustin Moore.

"That's right guys. Anna Waterfalls planted a hidden camera inside of his mansion. Very disrespectful and ungrateful move, but she caught him." Reported Jeong Ji-Su.

"Travis Rosenberg has just been arrested for assault and battery, and Anna Waterfalls is in New York City." Dustin Moore reported.

Travis Rosenberg's mugshot 

I couldn't believe it. Annabelle K snitched on Mr. Nutenya. She couldn't handle his homosexuality or his porn contract. She had no business flying to Los Angeles in the first place.