Eating Survival Food and Surviving Dangerous Bullies Daily

This article was written without the use of AI. For proof, run a part of this article through an AI detector.

Surviving the same dangerous, deadly bullies 

Me, sporting a black jilbab.
2025. Oya Obinidodo. All rights reserved.

When I die, I won't be around to protect myself from dangerous human predators. No one's going to vouch for me. No one's going to say "hey, leave her alone" or "stop lying on her. There might be predators saying that I was a transgender, that I licked someone's ass before, or there may be lesbians saying that I had incestuous sex with them, and I won't be alive to say that none of it is true. 

When I die, those predators are going to take everything from me. It's going to feel like they're raping me from my grave. I'm going to live horribly in the afterlife. If no one is protecting me from the grossest, deadly human predators on earth while I'm living, then no one is going to protect me from the gross predators after I'm deceased. I'm going to suffer, because no one respected me. They're going to play me to the incestuous, the gay, and the mentally retarded, even though I had nothing to do with those people. After I die, my cry for help will be ignored, as well as all of the blogs and books that I wrote, the lie detector test, and all of my YouTube videos, and Instagram post that I wrote to defend myself. 

In the past, I've been raped and bullied by downlow gay, homosexual men that even lied on my gender and told as many people as they could that I was a transgender man after they slept with me. It was extremely embarrassing and humiliating. They knew that alot of people didn't know me, and that they wouldn't know if what they said was true or not. The downlow gay men were so spiteful, bitter, and evil towards me. They only slept with me so that no one would know that they were gay and they hated me for it. They didn't really want me. They only talked to me so that they could hide their sexual identity from others that disapproved. 

I couldn't understand why the downlow gay sexual predators would want to hurt me so bad instead of just coming out of the closet. Their hate towards me eventually lead me to have extreme body dysmorphia (BDD), and I won't show my body to anyone. The body dsymorphia will not go away, no matter how bad I try. There isn't even a cure for it, which is extremely sad.

Rich people won't even speak to me because they believe the lies that the gross bullies tell. They think that I'm the one lying, and that the predators are telling the truth. It really sickens me how predators could defame me so bad and get away with it. They should be punished. 

There are going to be gay men teasing me all over the world and picking on me all day long. Their goofiness and nosiness is not going to stop after I'm deceased. They're still going to be narcissists, sexual predators, bullies, stalkers, and murderers. Even if I k*lled myself, no one would be held responsible. There are too many yucky bullies altogether. 

Buying new Dog food for my dog

Nature's Diet freeze dried dog food 
2025. Oya Obinidodo. All rights reserved.

I decided to put my dog on freeze dried food. I saw a 40 minute Dr. Marty commercial, and he was explaining how most of the dog food in stores were unsafe for dogs, even though they claim to be. I lost a dog to cancer in 2022, and I don't want it to happen again. I went to Dr. Marty's website and realized that the cost of his dog food is $30 per pound. Instead of buying that, I purchased the bag of dog food pictured above from a different similar brand for $35 for three pounds. 

The three pound bag was supposed to make 18 pounds. My dog weighs over 80 lbs, which means he will need around 4 cups. There are 4 cups in a pound, which means that the 3 pound Nature's Diet freeze dried dog food should've lasted for 18 days. After being on the Nature's Diet dog food for only three days, it appears as though the food will only last about three or four more days, which is way less than 18 days. It is expensive! I don't know why the four cups per day didn't last longer! 

I started to put my dog on a home cooked food diet, but it was even more expensive. I purchased a bag of chicken quarters, which was $9. I cooked the chicken for an hour and a half. Then I pulled the meat off the bones. Then I made a veggie sauce using rehydrated freeze dried broccoli and rehydrated green beans from my Prep Basics fruit and vegetable bucket. I let it simmer for about 5 minutes and then drained the veggies and added them to the blender along with a cup of chicken broth from the cooked chicken. Then I blended it together and mixed it with the shredded chicken. Then I added about 1/2 cup of rehydrated freeze dried raspberries and mixed it with the chicken and veggie sauce. 

I fed the homemade dog food to my dog and he loved it. The only problem was, the bag of chicken quarters only lasted for a three day supply. Which means I would need about 10 bags to last a whole month, which would cost about $100. The veggies are cheap in the store, and are like $2 and they don't have to be freeze dried. I would probably need two bags a week. So that would put me at around a total of $115 a month for homemade pet food. Trying the Nature's Diet freeze dried dog wasn't any less expensive than the home cooked option. 

What's for dinner: My favorite frozen dinner and favorite home cooked meals 

Holding a Banquet Mega Meats Original Crispy Chicken dinner
2025. Oya Obinidodo. All rights reserved.

I on the other hand, I am eating a Banquet Mega Meats Original Crispy Chicken dinner. It's one of my favorite frozen meals. They're affordable and they only cost like $4. There are other frozen meals that I eat too, like the store brand, $1 pepperoni pizzas, and the $1 Banquet chicken pot pies and $1 beef pot pies. 

I can't always afford luxury meals. I wanted to have a luxury meal for my upcoming winter picnic, but the total came to over $55. I wanted to make birria tacos because I never made birria tacos before. I don't even have a pressure cooker or a crockpot! I would have to buy one of those just to cook the birria tacos! It would be cheaper for me to just go to a Mexican restaurant and buy the birria tacos. 

After I decided that I wasn't going to make the birria tacos, I decided I would have a T-bone steak with yellow rice and refried beans with cheese on top. Unfortunately, that meal was expensive too, at a total of around $20. $20 doesn't sound the least bit expensive to the middle class, but when you live in poverty and are stuck in debt, without a place to call home, $20 sounds like a lot. Especially just for one meal. I rather spend $20 on a dress than a meal. At least I can wear the dress multiple times.

Anyways, I don't know what I'm going to cook for my upcoming solo winter picnic. It might even be too cold to even have one in the first place. I was freezing during episode 10 of Parking Lot Indulgence and I was scared of catching frost bite. Even with the gas heater and hand warmers, I was still freezing. I have since purchased some winter gloves, but even that might not be enough to fight off the frigid temperatures. It would be safer to have my solo winter picnic at a campground that has electricity, making the total costs even higher. 

I don't even like cooking inside of my glamping tent anyway. I've never actually cooked a meal in my tent. I only boil water inside my tent to make tea or to boil water for freeze dried meals. Cooking inside the tent isn't even safe. I don't want to have the picnic indoors because well, that wouldn't make it a picnic anymore. It would just be a regular dinner. I don't like cooking inside of hotels either because I don't want any food odors coming from my room and I don't want to draw any roaches. Basically, I don't have anywhere warm and safe to have a solo dinner or a solo picnic period.

Pros and cons to being outside in the winter 

In the summertime, it's going to get even worse. The campgrounds, parks, dispersed sites, and tourist attractions will be overcrowded and unappealing. Plus, I still have to have a solar portable fan or some other way to cool off or I will get too overheated. During the summer also, mosquitos are off the chain and bites will be at an all time high. Most cheap bug spray is highly flammable and I hate using it. The non flammable big spray is about triple times the price of flammable spray. Also, during the summer, bears come out of hibernation so there are some pros to being outdoors in the winter. 

How I feel about the Southern California wildfires

I don't like California so I don't care that they went up in flames. It looks like hell on the news. I don't plan on traveling to that state anytime within the next 8 decades. I hate everything about it. It's filthy and full of sickos and fakes. It's no different than being on the East Coast. The only thing setting them apart are their hellish wildfires. There's nothing special about Cali. I would never spend any money to go over there. I wouldn't even go over there for free.