A Day in My Life: Balancing Recovery and Everyday Tasks
Today was just like any other day, marked by the familiar rhythm of winter. Snowflakes danced in the cold air as I made my way to the UPS store to drop off a package. There’s something oddly satisfying about completing small errands, even when the weather outside is less than inviting.
After that, it was time for my outpatient therapy appointment. Every other Monday at 4 PM, I sit in that recovery office, reflecting on my journey through alcohol and drug treatment. It's hard to believe I've been clean from crack cocaine for almost four years now. That’s an achievement worth celebrating! However, my relationship with alcohol is still complicated. I find myself reaching for a drink daily, and it’s something I'm working hard to unpack. Just recently, I managed to stay away from marijuana for a month, which feels like another step in the right direction. Each small victory counts, right?
Post-therapy, I decided to tackle the grocery store. I stocked up on frozen dinners, a little chocolate to treat myself, and finally, a can of wine. I know, I know—it might not be the best choice for my journey, but everyone has their own coping mechanisms, right? This evening was spent in my comfortable little spot: sipping wine, chatting with various men on a dating website, and getting lost in whatever was playing on TV.
On the personal front, I'm excited about my upcoming music album set to release in 2026. It feels thrilling to think about—although I haven’t pinned down a name yet. That’s part of the creative process, I suppose. I’m always brainstorming, trying to find the perfect title that captures the essence of my work.
However, today did bring some frustration as I noticed I lost my Google knowledge panel. I was pretty upset about it; it felt like I was losing a piece of my identity online. But I keep reminding myself that it’s all part of the journey, ups and downs included.
Every day presents its challenges, but I’m learning to embrace each moment, finding a balance between my goals and my everyday life. Here's to the little victories and the ongoing journey of recovery, creativity, and connection.
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